I’m in a state of disbelief
No matter what words I say it feels like you never hear me
I wish there was a better way to say that you don’t listen anyway
I use to vent about my emotions now it seems stuck in a bottle of motion.
Maybe one day my heart won’t be broken, you are no male in my life you are the women who breathes in mine.
Our space is small and your lungs grow tall I wish there was a place for it all.
I’m starting to realize to not fear the dark
It’s only because I’ve been there too long.
Flushing away my deepest anger all for the words to still linger.
I just need to get out of this place of repetition, next time we talk it won’t be for competition you’ll see me for my own visions.
Why do you leave my heart so astray I just want to bleed tears till it all goes away
I’m here alone in the mind itself… I guess there was never any true help.
I’ll stand alone through my toughest emotions and when I over come them I’ll remember this moment. You didn’t hear me when I was in a still so I’ll just leave this here for your next motivate.
Maybe you don’t know your slowly hurting me..you only want my sympathy of things that are of you and because of that I’m leaving you where you stand, I can’t help the heart of a soulless human.